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"In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams." (Act 2:17)

Soon after I arrived at Shanghai, the Lord's servant was put in jail for the second time in Hangzhou. The next year in the summer, there were five brothers and sisters in Kunming that were moved to return to the House of God in Beijing. On their way they passed by Shanghai. They stayed with me in a house of a believer for about three months. We also ministered together. At that time, the situation was getting more tense day by day, so the family fellowship could only be held in secret. In the evening, two sisters and I slept on a big bed, and the three of us watched in prayer at midnight. One night, I fell asleep again after the watch prayer; and I saw a vision, which was divided into five parts. This vision was regarding the work of the House of God and my own entrustment.

1. The Male Children

In the vision, I was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly to an ancient courtyard. I saw that there were a few boys who were eleven or twelve years old. They were in rags as young beggars, but they looked so gentle, pure, lovely, innocent and bright…. that they made me feel so comfortable to be among them. They were telling one another things of the future. How strange it was that boys whom no one respected would have such an insight into the mystery of God's will. At that moment, my spiritual ears were opened, and I understood the mystery they were talking about. After I woke up, it was completely sealed. At that time, I heard they were talking about what would take place later and I felt that there was something not after my heart. I interrupted and wanted them to talk according to my will, but those boys neither talked back or compromised, and they went on according to God's will. It made me suddenly realize: "Ya! Though they looked so gentle, they have no human favoritism!" I understood that this courtyard represented the House of God. At the end time, God will train and raise such workers on the mountain -- male children who are humble, meek, and pure. Though men despise them, they are the little colts useful to God. They have insights into the mystery of God's will, and they will rule the nations with the iron scepter full of spiritual authority, and lead all people to the Lord.

2. A Woman in Labor

Next, I was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly into another house, in which was piled up classic tables and chairs. There was a woman, I did not see her face, who stretched out her hand to show me a thing. I moved forward to look carefully. It was one matchstick. All of a sudden, one stick became two sticks, then two sticks were turned into four sticks, four sticks were turned into eight sticks. They were increasing by times and were increasing faster and faster and more and more. At the end these were no longer matches but fingers showing numbers to me. What did it mean? The Holy Spirit made me understand that this is the spiritual woman in labor that the Lord will raise up at the end time. She will pay the cost of prayer as laboring in the spirit, will carry an intercessory ministry behind the scene, and will bear lots of fruit. It happened more and faster, because fruit will bear fruit. The effect of prayer is just like a single spark. It can start a prairie fire, which is indeed endless and limitless. Therefore,

"You who call on the Lord, give yourselves no rest, and give him no rest till he establishes Jerusalem and makes her the praise of the earth" (Isaiah 62:6-7).

3. The Charge of The Angel of God

The Holy Spirit took me to another place where the light was very strong. I knew that the angel of God stood next to me. I did not see his face. I only saw dimly that his clothes were dazzling white. This made me full of deep respect and I trembled with fear. I only heard him giving me this charge: "Be vigorous in seeking to understand the will of God!" With fear I turned to see what his hand was pointing at. There was an open box erected from the earth. In it was a ball of dirty objects such as cobwebs and hair balls, and the power of evil was behind it. This was to warn me to guard against those sins that are so easily entangled: the anxiety for life, the deceitfulness of wealth, and the desires of other things. These are also the stumbling stones the evil one uses to hinder the believer from running the spiritual journey. Later I wandered about and stumbled for a long time, because I did not pay attention to the Lord's warning. I almost dropped dead in the desert. It is by the Lord's great mercy that I could still stand in the grace of the Lord. Therefore, I wanted to call out loudly: "Be very careful about God's Word in the Bible. One must shun evil and keep oneself from idols. Watch and pray so that one will not be deceived, lest one idle away one's life, and it will be too late to repent."

4. Open One's Mouth Wide

I was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly to a bedroom which was furnished magnificently. It contained a dressing table and a big closet. There were many pieces of women's clothes standing on the bed. There was no one to be seen in the room. "What does this mean?" I asked in my heart. The Holy Spirit pushed me to the wall and I saw a picture of a baby girl who wore magnificent clothes and was fully adorned with jewels, gold and jade. "What does it mean?" I asked again. The Holy Spirit revealed to me silently, "She is like you in many ways." At once I understood that at the end time there will be many women like me leaving the rich and noble and magnificent family behind to follow the Lord and to take the way of the cross. Those women who spread the good news will become a big group. The Holy Spirit instructed me again: "But you need to pray for them that they will get as much inheritance as they can." Upon hearing the word of "get as much inheritance as they can," I immediately sat on the floor to pray for myself. I thought since I had left everything behind for the Lord, I should not just obtain a little bit. I asked loudly, "O Lord! What other entrustment do I have? What other entrustment do I have?" Next, I could not help but ask: "Is it West Africa?" I did not hear any response but laughter "Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!” on the roof. "What does this mean?" I continued to ask: "Is it East Africa?" At this time the sound of laughter was louder. I again asked: "Is it South Africa?" By then, the heaven laughed, and so did the earth. It was full of laughter between heaven and earth. "What does this mean?" I knew that we should open wide our mouths and not hold back. When we open wide our mouths to pray for the grace that the Lord desires us to pray for, the heart of the Heavenly Father rejoices. He wants everyone to be saved and does not want anyone to perish. He promised Abraham: "I will surely bless you and give you many descendants." We pray to "get as much inheritance as we can." That is not for ourselves but for the satisfaction of the Lord and for the accomplishment of His plan.

5. The Rich Fool

At last, the Holy Spirit took me to the desert. Dimly I saw afar a rich man talking to his servant beside a well. That rich man looked worried. It seemed that he worried whether his fortune was buried properly or not. The Holy Spirit pushed me to the opening of the well. I saw it was full of bars of gold that were buried by the servant for the rich man. At the end, I saw the rich man was digging with a hoe, digging his own grave. This was to show me that at the end time, the rich fool worried for worldly treasure but not for his own soul. When one dies, one can not take anything of this world with him. How foolish he is!

            Soon after I saw this vision, I heard that something had happened in the House of God in Beijing. The wife of the Lord's servant and one brother were arrested and put in jail. The army was stationed in the House of God. All of the Bodies were confined and forced to learn. They were isolated for months. The five Bodies who came from Kunming stayed temporarily in Shanghai. They decided to go north immediately and to suffer with the Bodies there. When I saw them off, I could not stop shedding tears. Later I heard that most of the Bodies on the mountain fell. The House of God was dissolved and every one returned to one's own home and ran for one's future.


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