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"In
the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your
sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your
old men will dream dreams." (Act 2:17) Soon after I arrived at Shanghai, the Lord's
servant was put in jail for the second time in Hangzhou. The next year in
the summer, there were five brothers and sisters in Kunming that were
moved to return to the House of God in Beijing. On their way they passed
by Shanghai. They stayed with me in a house of a believer for about three
months. We also ministered together. At that time, the situation was
getting more tense day by day, so the family fellowship could only be held
in secret. In the evening, two sisters and I slept on a big bed, and the
three of us watched in prayer at midnight. One night, I fell asleep again
after the watch prayer; and I saw a vision, which was divided into five
parts. This vision was regarding the work of the House of God and my own
entrustment. 1. The Male Children In
the vision, I was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly to an ancient
courtyard. I saw that there were a few boys who were eleven or twelve
years old. They were in rags as young beggars, but they looked so gentle,
pure, lovely, innocent and bright…. that they made me feel so
comfortable to be among them. They were telling one another things of the
future. How strange it was that boys whom no one respected would have such
an insight into the mystery of God's will. At that moment, my spiritual
ears were opened, and I understood the mystery they were talking about.
After I woke up, it was completely sealed. At that time, I heard they were
talking about what would take place later and I felt that there was
something not after my heart. I interrupted and wanted them to talk
according to my will, but those boys neither talked back or compromised,
and they went on according to God's will. It made me suddenly realize:
"Ya! Though they looked so gentle, they have no human
favoritism!" I understood that this courtyard represented the House
of God. At the end time, God will train and raise such workers on the
mountain -- male children who are humble, meek, and pure. Though men
despise them, they are the little colts useful to God. They have insights
into the mystery of God's will, and they will rule the nations with the
iron scepter full of spiritual authority, and lead all people to the Lord. 2. A Woman in Labor Next, I was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly into another house, in which was piled up classic tables and chairs. There was a woman, I did not see her face, who stretched out her hand to show me a thing. I moved forward to look carefully. It was one matchstick. All of a sudden, one stick became two sticks, then two sticks were turned into four sticks, four sticks were turned into eight sticks. They were increasing by times and were increasing faster and faster and more and more. At the end these were no longer matches but fingers showing numbers to me. What did it mean? The Holy Spirit made me understand that this is the spiritual woman in labor that the Lord will raise up at the end time. She will pay the cost of prayer as laboring in the spirit, will carry an intercessory ministry behind the scene, and will bear lots of fruit. It happened more and faster, because fruit will bear fruit. The effect of prayer is just like a single spark. It can start a prairie fire, which is indeed endless and limitless. Therefore, "You
who call on the Lord, give yourselves no rest, and give him no rest till
he establishes Jerusalem and makes her the praise of the earth"
(Isaiah 62:6-7). 3. The Charge of The Angel of God The
Holy Spirit took me to another place where the light was very strong. I
knew that the angel of God stood next to me. I did not see his face. I
only saw dimly that his clothes were dazzling white. This made me full of
deep respect and I trembled with fear. I only heard him giving me this
charge: "Be vigorous in seeking to understand the will of God!"
With fear I turned to see what his hand was pointing at. There was an open
box erected from the earth. In it was a ball of dirty objects such as
cobwebs and hair balls, and the power of evil was behind it. This was to
warn me to guard against those sins that are so easily entangled: the
anxiety for life, the deceitfulness of wealth, and the desires of other
things. These are also the stumbling stones the evil one uses to hinder
the believer from running the spiritual journey. Later I wandered about
and stumbled for a long time, because I did not pay attention to the
Lord's warning. I almost dropped dead in the desert. It is by the Lord's
great mercy that I could still stand in the grace of the Lord. Therefore,
I wanted to call out loudly: "Be very careful about God's Word in the
Bible. One must shun evil and keep oneself from idols. Watch and pray so
that one will not be deceived, lest one idle away one's life, and it will
be too late to repent." 4. Open One's Mouth Wide I
was controlled by the Holy Spirit to fly to a bedroom which was furnished
magnificently. It contained a dressing table and a big closet. There were
many pieces of women's clothes standing on the bed. There was no one to be
seen in the room. "What does this mean?" I asked in my heart.
The Holy Spirit pushed me to the wall and I saw a picture of a baby girl
who wore magnificent clothes and was fully adorned with jewels, gold and
jade. "What does it mean?" I asked again. The Holy Spirit
revealed to me silently, "She is like you in many ways." At once
I understood that at the end time there will be many women like me leaving
the rich and noble and magnificent family behind to follow the Lord and to
take the way of the cross. Those women who spread the good news will
become a big group. The Holy Spirit instructed me again: "But you
need to pray for them that they will get as much inheritance as they
can." Upon hearing the word of "get as much inheritance as they
can," I immediately sat on the floor to pray for myself. I thought
since I had left everything behind for the Lord, I should not just obtain
a little bit. I asked loudly, "O Lord! What other entrustment do I
have? What other entrustment do I have?" Next, I could not help but
ask: "Is it West Africa?" I did not hear any response but
laughter "Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!” on the roof. "What does this
mean?" I continued to ask: "Is it East Africa?" At this
time the sound of laughter was louder. I again asked: "Is it South
Africa?" By then, the heaven laughed, and so did the earth. It was
full of laughter between heaven and earth. "What does this
mean?" I knew that we should open wide our mouths and not hold back.
When we open wide our mouths to pray for the grace that the Lord desires
us to pray for, the heart of the Heavenly Father rejoices. He wants
everyone to be saved and does not want anyone to perish. He promised
Abraham: "I will surely bless you and give you many
descendants." We pray to "get as much inheritance as we
can." That is not for ourselves but for the satisfaction of the Lord
and for the accomplishment of His plan. 5. The Rich Fool At
last, the Holy Spirit took me to the desert. Dimly I saw afar a rich man
talking to his servant beside a well. That rich man looked worried. It
seemed that he worried whether his fortune was buried properly or not. The
Holy Spirit pushed me to the opening of the well. I saw it was full of
bars of gold that were buried by the servant for the rich man. At the end,
I saw the rich man was digging with a hoe, digging his own grave. This was
to show me that at the end time, the rich fool worried for worldly
treasure but not for his own soul. When one dies, one can not take
anything of this world with him. How foolish he is! Soon after I saw this vision, I heard that something had happened in the House of God in Beijing. The wife of the Lord's servant and one brother were arrested and put in jail. The army was stationed in the House of God. All of the Bodies were confined and forced to learn. They were isolated for months. The five Bodies who came from Kunming stayed temporarily in Shanghai. They decided to go north immediately and to suffer with the Bodies there. When I saw them off, I could not stop shedding tears. Later I heard that most of the Bodies on the mountain fell. The House of God was dissolved and every one returned to one's own home and ran for one's future. |
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