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3. A
New Name
Once
during the Bible study we read Isaiah 62: 2, "You will be called
by a new name that the mouth of the Lord will bestow." The Lord's
servant, Uncle Chang, made a remark: " Some of your names are not
good. You can pray for a new name." This remark fitted in exactly
with my mind. I had always disliked my name because I felt it was too
vulgar. I wanted a name which was pleasant in sound, beautiful in written
form, and feminine and elegant in nature. I had heard that the character
with many strokes was beautiful in written form. Then I looked for
characters from the Bible, and I found Mega to be my name. From the book
of Revelation, I read that God said He was the Alpha and the Omega. So I
used in "Mega" these two characters. I looked this up in the
dictionary and learned that "ga" meant pure and independent.
Mega in Chinese meant aloof from material world, (as the plum blossom and
being purely independent) -- what a beautiful name it was. Therefore, when
China won over the China-Japan war, I used "Mega" as a pen name
to submit an article to a newspaper. This article described how we
students rejoiced and were excited over the victory. However, when I asked
everyone to call me "Mega" on the mountain, it turned out that
no one could remember it, and they still called me by my old name. Then I
thought that I should pray to God to bestow on me a new name! When I knelt
down to pray after the Bible study, suddenly an idea came to me:
"What if the name God bestows is a name that you do not like? Will
you take it? I hesitated a while: "If God bestows on me a name such
as "Doggy" or "Kitty," can I accept it? Finally, I
decided if that was truly what God bestowed, I would take it. I did
wonder, if He was God high above the masses, how could He let me, a lowly
human being known what name He bestowed? On that day, I wrote down in my
personal prayer book: "On this day I pray to God for a new
name." And I thought to myself that I would like to see how God would
bestow on me a new name. It was about one month later, I had almost
completely forgotten about this incident. One day when we had a time for
individual fellowship with God, I went to my old place. It was a slope on
the back of the mountain. As I was closing my prayer time, the Holy Spirit
suddenly reminded me: "Did you not pray to God for a new name?"
In a flash I remembered, and in a split second, there was a Chinese
character, "one." The character, as bright as a fluorescent
lamp, appeared beside my left eye. My eyes were closed, yet I clearly saw
this vision, and I was so happy that I called out: "One." I did
not see the next character, so I asked repeatedly: "One and what? One
and what?" All of a sudden, the Holy Spirit used my own mouth to
shout it out, and made me know in my heart at the same time that it
indicated the Chinese character of "heart." Ah! "One
heart" -- God bestowed me a name with the least strokes. This amazing
experience made me feel that Jehovah was truly on this holy mountain.
Indeed, God was living with us. If we grasp the word from the Bible by
faith and pray to God, we will get answers. Since I have received this
experience, I sincerely believed with the certainty of the Word I had been
taught. I had
always been the last to believe when people talked about seeing God or
ghost and assumed it was made up or some irresponsible imagination. I had
never expected that I, myself, would actually see vision. "And
afterward, I will pour out my spirit on all people. Your sons and
daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions." (Joel 2:28) |
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